Monday, May 01, 2006
where are e laughters we once had?
where are you when i needed someone?

once again..
e fear of losing my loved ones
im hating tis..
hating e whole feeling of this
why?
why is everybody leaving one by one?
why doesnt anyone bother to take e effort
to kip in contact, to rmb each other
to walk together till e age of 50
why is it so difficult?

* did u miss me?
why doesnt it comes from you?

memories flood pass my puny brain
when i tot it had long been buried
thousands of needles pierced my heart once more
to realise how things have already become

im tired..
im dying...
let me off , please